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February 2, 2003

                       

The Rev. Dr. Will Eisenhower

 

At the end of our service this morning I'm going to teach you a song that I wrote.  You have the words on a bulletin insert.  The song is titled "In the Storm."  It's a song that I wrote toward the end of a period of great difficulty in my life.  It was a few years ago--in fact, it was the year 1994.  I had a heart attack which (yes, you're right--I'm way too young to have had a heart attack then and would be way too young to have one now, but I had one).  And I'll let you know that my cardiologist has told me since that my heart has completely reconditioned itself.  But nevertheless, those were very, very dark days for me.

 

I want us to look together at the Bible.  You may want to turn with me to Isaiah chapter 40.  We're going to look just at the last verse of Isaiah chapter 40 as we ask the question, "What kind of people do we need to be given that life brings tragedies our way?"  Sometimes surprise tragedies, and other times not surprise.  That life brings us periods of difficulty, that life brings us under stresses and strains.  What kind of people do we need to be in order to greet those and to move through them victoriously?  That's our question this hour and I'm going to try to counter two false-answers to that question.  One really stems more--if you want to just sort of locate it like this--from the secular media of our day.  But the other false-answer, the other misguided answer, really comes from religious organizations at the present time.  I want us to say, "What kind of people do we need to be?" and "What are the answers that we need to reject as we try to understand what the true and appropriate answer would be?"

 

Now, Isaiah chapter 40--a very familiar chapter--ends with a very familiar verse, verse 31:

 

but those who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength,

      they shall mount up with wings like eagles,

they shall run and not be weary,

      they shall walk and not faint.

 

And I'm just going to ask us to focus in on the phrase "those who wait on the Lord."  What does it mean to be among those who wait on the Lord?  What does it take to be among those?  I'm not a Hebrew scholar, but the Hebrew word that is translated "wait" there is "kvah," and "kvah" originally meant "to bind together."  If you go back far enough with the Hebrew language, it meant "to bind together."  And then at the time of Isaiah it came to mean more, as it's translated here, "to wait," "to delay expectantly," "to anticipate."  We need to understand that what is being referred to here is an ability to sort of bind yourself, to hold yourself in check.  Not necessarily to behave as your first impulse would ask you to, but instead to wait on the Lord. 

 

And that's crucial.  It's very, very important that we're not told here, "wait for your own best instincts to kick in," "wait until your head has cleared," "wait until you're in a better position."  No.  What is said is, "wait on the Lord."  And the kind of people who are going to be best suited to work through a tragedy or a period of difficulty are the people who know that there is a source of strength and wisdom and mercy and that source is not in us.  That source lies outside of us.  Wait on the Lord.  Those who wait on the Lord discover what?  Well,

 

they shall renew their strength,

      they shall mount up with wings like eagles,

they shall run and not be weary,

      they shall walk and not faint.

 

Those who look to a source of wisdom, and strength, and power outside of themselves discover that there is a source of strength that sort of carries us through, that puts us in a better position to respond.  I said there are two false-answers, two misleading and misguided answers.  The first one is--and I thought of this yesterday as we were all being so very impacted (and I was, and Nancy and I were as we were watching the television news for information about the space shuttle Columbia tragedy and listening to the radio broadcasts as we were driving around).  And what I noticed is that very, very quickly, right in the middle of trying to pass along facts (and it's the facts of the matter that we wanted to know).  You know, at first all we were learning is that NASA had lost communication with the space shuttle.  And we wanted to know more.  Then we began to, you know, learn about rumors of debris strewn across Texas.  We wanted to know what the facts were. 

 

And the (God bless them--I mean, you know that they do the best that they can) but the media on-air personalities couldn't stop themselves from raising questions about the big picture in the midst of communicating to us the facts.  Like for instance, "Well" (and they'd be interviewing a talking head who would be an expert in something or other and they'd say) "Well, what do you think this is going to mean about the future of space travel in the world for the next hundred years?"  You know what I mean?  Asking questions of that nature when no one could possibly know.  We still don't even really know yet (this is the point that this was yesterday morning) we still don't know for a fact that the shuttle was actually destroyed and lost and they're already asking very, very grand and large-scale questions at times when no one could possibly know. 

 

And that's when I thought of this verse--that it's important to know what are those times when you might as well not ask those questions about "What is this going to mean regarding the future of space travel for our world for generations to come?"  We might as well not ask that question right now because no one could possibly know.  But the restraint not to . . . and, I mean, if I were on camera yesterday morning, I'm sure I would be behaving in exactly the same way because you have to extemporize and do the best that you can and unfortunately, we have electronic news media organizations that are on 24/7 and can't simply in the middle of something like this, they can't simply say, "Well, as I told you a minute ago, we have rumors that debris is spread over Texas" and then the next minute simply repeat the latest rumor and then repeat the latest rumor.  I mean, granted, our electronic media are sort of forced by their assignment to do what is inappropriate and to ask the unanswerable questions.  But if we are influenced by them, if we are growing up at a time when this seems to be the standard way to respond to a crisis--in the middle of communicating facts, to also act as if we were in a position to know what the bigger picture really was--we would be very, very poorly served by that.

 

And similarly, from that very same side of things, very, very poorly served if we accepted and now I'm--forgive me, I'm really just taking this from this morning's newspaper.  You know, we had the text of President Bush's speech, the very brief one that he delivered yesterday on the tragedy and then comments in the paper about "And President Bush did refer to the words from the prophet Isaiah and that's in keeping with his religious views . . ."   It seemed the editors were saying it really doesn't matter whether you have something religious to say at a time like this.  What is important is (and they were sort of critiquing Bush), "Sometimes he's done a poor job in the past, but he did a good job this time of striking the right balance between comfort and determination and that's what we want.  We know we need comfort and we need determination.  Now, whether you draw your comfort and determination from religious sources or whether you just find it within yourself, it makes no difference."  I don't think I'm reading very much into what all of the media outlets (nearly all of the media outlets) would say--which is, we have sort of a standard, we have a constant, and the constant is in times of difficulty we need our leaders to bring us words of comfort and determination.  And now how they do that, it really doesn't matter whether they draw from religious sources or from secular sources.  It completely does not matter. 

 

And this morning I'm asking us to confront that and say, "Actually, it makes all the difference in the world and in more than the world!  It makes all the difference in the world and more than the world, and, no, it is not the case that the constant really ought to be comfort and determination and you can be religious or not in how you come to that."  No.  Because there actually is a source of wisdom and insight greater than ours who will help us know what to say in times of great tragedy.  And that source of wisdom and insight is not inside you.  And if you think it is, then I'm glad you're here this morning for me to tell you, "No, it is not."  There is a source of wisdom smarter than you.  And if you limit yourself to what only you could know, you will not have enough when life gets really, really tough.  (Oooh!  That was pretty good!  Let's do that again!)  If you limit yourself to only what is inside you, you will not have enough for when life gets really, really tough.  Do you understand?  Now, I'm criticizing secular America.

 

Let me turn around and criticize religious America just to be even-handed.  Don't you think that would be fair this morning?  The false answer on the one hand would be the one that says, "We know what we as an American people need from our leaders and wherever they get it from--Isaiah, fine.  It doesn't matter because actually we know that the resources to find that strength are actually--the strength that we're looking for is actually in us.  And we need our leaders to help us locate that strength inside ourselves."  You know, that's not very helpful when things get seriously bad because we do encounter those things where we have to bear up under more than we can bear. 

 

However, within the Christian church we have from time to time spokespersons who really hurt the cause of Christ far more than they help the cause of Christ, and I'm thinking (and perhaps you are, too) of just immediately after the previous national--well, we call it a tragedy or a disaster--of 9/11, the attack on America.  And some of our conservative, media-savvy preachers went on-camera and were saying about the attack on America (and I know you remember this):  "This is God's judgment.  You know, God is bringing judgment on America because of the liberals, and the commies, and the pinkos . . ." and just sort of went down the laundry list of all of the bad influences in American life and said, "yes, this is God judging us." 

 

Now immediately everyone knew that this scolding was inappropriate, was terribly, terribly wrong.  That this was basically kicking the nation when it was down.  And so we need to say that there is an answer that says, "Oh, the kind of person that we need to be to meet tragedy is one that knows the right answer first, and the camera light goes on, and there you are and you've got something to say.  And you've been saying the commies are ruining this country, and the liberals, and the pinkos and now there's a tragedy and you just blast away with that same message that you've been delivering on-air Sunday after Sunday for years.  The problem is that it's not just your Jerry Falwell faithful that are listening to you now.  The entire nation hears and lots and lots of Christians are going, "Wow.  He's not speaking for me.  And he's not saying something that advances the cause of Christ at this time." 

 

And I will say I'm not against scolding people.  I'm not against issuing a word of wrath, and condemnation, and judgment if you've really got the anointing of the Lord on you.  If it's really from God, then hey, we want you to tell it like it is.  But if it's just you in a bad mood, then please, spare us!  And there is a difference.  There is a difference.  We want to say this to secularists, to unbelievers.  We want to say there's a difference between finding strength outside of yourself and trying to find strength inside yourself.  We want to say to religious spokespersons there's a difference between delivering a word from God and just delivering a bad mood word that just comes out of your own bad mood, amen?  Do you understand?

 

Now, it is not the case that conservative Christians are the only ones that have ever done that.  It is a perennial human tendency to pretend that you are speaking on behalf of something larger than yourself when you are not.  And I think that's what Jerry Falwell did and, yes, he apologized afterwards and so I grant him that.  But we're using that as an example of a wrong way to handle encountering a tragedy.  Christians can be as wrong in this as anyone else.  But it's not the case that Christians are the only ones that can be as wrong.  If you remember when President Kennedy--President John F. Kennedy--was assassinated, Malcolm X immediately found reporters and told them, "Aha!  See?  The chickens have come home to roost."  What Malcolm X said about the Kennedy assassination was pretty much the same thing from his completely different orientation, but pretty much the same word of condemnation and judgment that we heard from Christian leaders after 9/11.  It's not that Christians are the only ones who can speak that way.  But I am trying to say that there's more than one false answer to the question, "How do we need to respond?"  "What's the best response that can be made to tragedy, difficulty, harsh circumstances?" 

 

And if unbelievers have mistakes that they typically sort of make, I'm alerting us to the fact that believers have mistakes that we typically make.  And if you and I are tempted more on one side or the other, I would say a lot of us need to recognize that our temptation is to think that we can speak for God at a particular moment when actually what we should say is, "You know what?  I'm just as shocked as everybody else and I really don't know what this means right now."  I wished yesterday that Dan Rather was interviewing me so that I could say, "Well, Dan, I'll tell you I don't think we know yet what this is going to mean for the next hundred years of space travel."  And sometimes the most Christian thing that a person can say is the most humble thing that a person could say, which is, "I don't think any of us knows right now." 

 

Now, in Isaiah, that's a big piece of being prepared to wait on the Lord.  Admitting that you don't know right now and that an answer from someplace else is going to need to sort of befall you.  And that answer from a source outside yourself is going to take some time to get to.  That if there are insights that I don't have and you don't have at the present time, but that God has, that we need to be prepared for God to decide when we're going to get those.  And it may not be what just first pops into my head just within the seconds, or minutes, or hours after whatever it is. 

 

The people who are best able to move through a time of difficulty are not the ones who say, "It doesn't matter where . . . You can be religious, or not.  You're going to have to find the strength inside yourself."  No.  Nor is it the people who would say, "Because I'm a Christian and because I've got Jesus in my heart, I can tell you what I feel like you should know right now is ba-ba-ba-boom" and I tell you the first thing that pops into my head and it turns out to just strike everyone the wrong way because I was not speaking out of faith.  I was speaking out of presumption. 

 

There is more centered, there is a more balanced, there is a more faithful way to respond to difficulty and Isaiah calls it "waiting on the Lord."  It requires that we be able to bind ourselves, that we be able to hold ourselves in check, it requires that we not necessarily jump with our first instincts.  It requires patience as we confess to ourselves and to others, "You know what?  I know that there is a wisdom that is going to get us through this, but I don't know what that wisdom wants us to know just yet."  It will make you a better person if you can be someone who waits on the Lord.

 

Now, I have one last illustration for us with this message, and this is something of a change of pace, but it does illustrate the point that I'm making.  It's a change of pace because this is from a recent issue of GQ Magazine.  And in GQ Magazine (if you're familiar with GQ) you know that one of the regular columns that they have in GQ is called "Style Guide."  You know that one?  The "Style Guide" is where readers of GQ write in and ask men's fashion questions of the style guide and the style guide gives sort of the official GQ answer.  So I have a letter for you and a response.  The letter goes like this:

 

Dear Style Guide,

I am getting married soon and I am not sure what style timepiece I should put on my wrist.  I'll be wearing a very traditional one-button black tuxedo, a white shirt, a vest, and a white Windsor tie.  My cufflinks are sterling silver.  The wedding is on a Saturday morning.  Would it be appropriate for me to wear a Cartier rectangular face with Roman numerals and a black leather band or a Rolex with a stainless steel band?  I'm concerned that the Rolex might be too flashy.  I'm leaning toward the Cartier with the leather band.

Sincerely yours.

 

Now, here's the answer from the Style Guide.  The answer is:

You're lucky!  You must have very few other problems to be so concerned about this.  If I were you, I wouldn't worry about what's appropriate.  Since you are planning to wear evening clothes in the morning, appropriateness is no longer a consideration.  But given your choices, I do think you're better off with a dress watch--the Cartier--than with a Rolex.  Unless of course, the wedding will take place under water, in which case the Rolex will function down to 300 meters . . .

 

Now, what do we know about the man that wrote this letter?  We know that he's not ready to get married!  He's not ready to get married and he is in denial.  He's not admitting to himself that he's not ready to get married and so he's focusing--he's obsessing--over what he's going to wear on the wedding day and obsessing all the way down to what's going to be on the wrist on the wedding day.  And we can just go ahead and say, "You know what?  You can't guarantee the success of a life-long marriage by obsessing about what you're going to wear on the day of your wedding." 

 

But that's how we all behave unless we've got something that will buoy us up and carry us through.  And the question this morning is, now do we have to find that inside ourselves?  Unbelievers would say, "Yes."  And, sad to say, some Christians go ahead and act as if their first impulses are the Lord when they're not.  But do we have to trust first impulses and whatever is inside us, or is there really, really something greater than us that requires that we hold still for a minute, that we hold ourselves in check, and that we wait on that better wisdom, that surer strength, to carry us through?  And my suggestion to us is that if the answer to that were to turn out to be "no"  ("I'm sorry--there is no greater strength than us"), then sooner or later this is where we're all going to be.  Because sooner or later every one of us is going to get into something where your strength, where your wisdom, is not enough.  Thank God that there is a wisdom greater than us.  And thank God that He has told us that the way we get it is to wait.

 

Let's pray.  Dear Heavenly Father, we ask that you would cause us to be people willing to look away from ourselves, willing to wait on you.  And it's in the strong name of Jesus that we pray.  Amen.

 

I'm going to teach you a song that I wrote that I think illustrates what God would have us as a nation come to, that we might be able to encounter tragedies and move through them victoriously.  I'll sing through the chorus and then I'll ask us to sing it together.

 

 Chorus:

In the storm, I was lost and all alone

'Til You found me again--

Came around me again--in Your love.

In the night, I was wounded and afraid,

'Til you found me again--

Came around me again--in Your love.

 

In Your love, I have joy,

In Your love, I have peace,

In Your love, I have everything I need.

 

Chorus

 

In Your love, tears are dried,

In Your love, wounds are healed,

In Your love, I have everything I need.

 

Chorus

 

Receive the benediction:  There is a Source of wisdom and strength outside ourselves, greater than ourselves, and available to carry us through.  Go in peace.  Amen.

 

The Rev. Dr. Will Eisenhower

Interim Pastor

Faith Presbyterian Church

Minnetonka, Minnesota

 

[Transcribed from an audiotape of the worship service on February 2, 2003.]